i was replying and leaving some comments on FB when i come across my best friend's status;
"'the thing' has changed my life..
i don't know if i can get through it with it or not..
i asked her, r u ok??then she replied "think about what we've done b4 mi.."
i was startled...we've done so many things when we're young...some were right things 2 do n some just try-n-error things...so i can't guess which 1...
yeah i think bout it a lot...bout the past...every single day..what was right n what was wrong... never missed.. but life must go on... i made mistakes yes...sometimes same mistakes but that's life.. you'll make some mistakes in order to gain experience and growing older and wiser (perhaps)...
I MADE MISTAKES.. yes, i admit that... some mistakes can't be reversed, make me committed to self-blaming, full of regrets and i wish to go back to the day when i was young to undo everything... but that's impossible....
i told her:
"what goes around comes around.. let bygone be bygone..
we've been through this once and no matter how many times it comes to hunt us after this, we gonna make through it just like old days..
life will knock us down sometimes but remember the floor is cold n u need to get up..
when we long 4 life w/out difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure..
u know i will always be here, like old days..."
a mistake was made to teach us something... either we learn the lesson or not it's up to our self.. me, myself learn the lesson of life in the hardest way.. the mistake i made teach me how to be strong in order to survive in this cruel, sympathy-less world..
we might not be able to choose where to begin our journey but we can choose where to end it... the choice is yours...